Yesterday

Suddenly, everything seems so uncertain all over again. In a way, I want to know where I'll be this time next year so I have some form of direction.

Just yesterday, I had a plan. Now I want to be able to move up the timeline for that plan, but I can't. It's a timeline imposed on me. And there's the finances to consider in the midst of execution of the plan.

It would also be nice to have some sort of a personal life. And rereading that sentence, it sounds rather pathetic. But I'm not deleting it, because it's still true. All those self-help stuff about being strong solo comes to mind, but it doesn't take away that it's relieving, for a lack of a better word, to have someone to share stuff with.

Tomorrow tomorrow
I love you tomorrow
You're only a day away.